What if he really is the best for me?
The only one who gets upset when I refuse to eat because I complain that I eat too much or I have no appetite.
The only one who ensures I take my jab no matter the circumstances are because he knows that I shouldn’t go without insulin.
The only one who carries hypo treatments around with him in case I fall into one. Or if I do and he has nothing with him, he’ll drag me to get some drink or sweets just so my hypo doesn’t worsen.
The only one who’s willing to walk me home to make sure I get home safely all the time no matter how late it’ll take for him to get home after.
The only person who tries his best to have at least a little bit of time talking to me even when he’s in the midst of a really important event considering he’s always too busy planning events on other days before the actual ones.
The only one who’s willing to do whatever it takes to help me out in times of need.
The one who assures that everything will be fine and keep me positive no matter how difficult things can get.
The only person who makes the effort to take mental notes of all the things I like and don’t like, even grows to like the things I like.
The only person who’s afraid of losing me enough to bring him to tears.
The only person who insists that I let my family & friends know about this/ I tell my family about him when most guys usually isn’t exactly comfortable with that idea.
The only person who wants to be in every little part of my life.
The only person to have future talks with me.
The only person who cries when we have our fair share of misunderstandings.
The only person who can tolerate me at my worst and still see the every good thing in me.
Most importantly, he puts me before himself all the time.
Like a best friend but better.
I could go on and on about this. Sometimes it brings great tears to my eyes when I think about how wonderful and sincere a person can be but I wish things were much simpler. I wish I could talk about him as much as I want to. I wish things didn’t have to be so complicated.
But then again, it’s not that simple. I wish everyone could see that and understand. I wish.